17 March, 2008

It's not easy being (with) me [Repost from Facebook]

Location: the dark side of the moon

really. i make things harder than they need to be. and i think i see it all clearly. and i often don’t. at least 3 times, if not 300 times, i have been 100% sure of my perspective being the “right” one, and that i was behaving rationally. and then, reflecting back, hours, days, weeks, months, or years later… i have realized that i was actually not.

i wonder how and why i got to be so difficult. is it genetics? is it upbringing? who knows. it’s got to be one or the other, according to my world view, since i don’t believe in magical self or spirit residing outside those two realms. maybe i’m wrong about that too?

so… bear with me, as i continue to be a handful…

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